Tomorrow marks one week since the break up. I haven’t spoken to her or contacted her at all yet. I dunno if I should either. I really want to though and I think I should. But is it the right thing to do?

I don’t think there is a right or wrong in this sort of situation. I either do it or don’t. And to be honest, I probably will.

I’ll ask if she is surprised to hear from me and if she even wants to talk to me at all. But what happens when she says yes. What am I going to say after that? Even worse, what if she says no. I’ll be devastated.

I’m not even sure what I want at this point in time either. Maybe it’s time I was single for a while. I’m not sure if that’s right either.

So many questions. So many “what if”s. So many unknowns.