So the time is now 11pm and there has been no response whatsoever. I dunno if there will ever be a response any time soon. So it’s over now? Just like that. I was in bliss one day and in heartache the next. No indication, no warning. Here today gone tomorrow.

I guess the show is truly over.

It’s really sad and disappointing that I didn’t even receive a response at all. I think I deserve that much at least. I never treated her badly and always tried to put her first when I could. I guess I didn’t do enough.

I can’t help but think it is my fault completely for this. I miss her a lot. Now I have nothing. Nobody to watch my scary movies with, nobody to be silly with me, no one to show new things to. *sigh*

Nothing. Nobody. Game over.