Weighed in again and found that i am continuing to lose weight.  i think i’m down 30 pounds now in total.  This is good news for me.  When i tried losing weight last time i lost about 25 pounds in 2 months.  That was the most i had ever done.

Everything is great.  I’ve been really enjoying myself.  I’ve been dancing again, and i’ve been staying active.  I have great friends, and i am making new friends too.  Life has really seemed to turn around for me, especially as of late.  It’s all so new to me.  I can’t believe how much has changed for me.  About a year ago from now i had fallen into this terrible routine.

Now when i look back i can see how much of a routine i was stuck in… and how crappy and sad i actually was.  I was stuck in a relationship, that clearly wasn’t making me truly happy.  I was just going along with it cause i thought it was right and I thought it was what i wanted, but now i know what i had, and it really wasn’t what i wanted.  I know what i want now and i know what i’m looking for in a companion.  I know what could make me truly happy.