One day i ignored the calls of a good friend. Unfortunately it was probably the wrong time to do it. This time they really needed me and i wasn’t there for them.

I feel terrible for abandoning them. I was never one to do that to anyone, i don’t know why i chose to do it that day. I’m an idiot for doing it.

If i could turn back time and do it over again, it would’ve happened differently.

I hate it when people do it to me, so i don’t know why i did it to someone else.

I apologize to those that needed me when i wasn’t there.
I’m sorry.

afterthoughts:
I think what it really boils down to, is that when my friend passed away i felt like i wasn’t there for him when he may have needed it most. I vowed never to let my friends down. That was a promise i made to myself. And then i let it happen again…. i’m beating myself up over this, and i can’t help it.